Mike, I have also wondered what actually happens after death though have had a few things happen to me to know that there is a spirit of some form that continues when the body dies.
35 years ago, I had a flat and four friends came up late one evening, now five of us could not possibly be accused of making this up as it did really happen. One of the friends had mentioned some time ago that she always felt a presence following her and that night she suddenly became tense and frightened with good cause. by the kitchen sink was a cupboard and one almighty bang as though someone had kicked it followed by heavy breathing. Previously because of her fear we took her to see the local vicar just prior to this happening and he gave her a cross and told her, the next time you feel a presence, hold the cross up and repeat the words Holy Spirit.
I can tell you now this is what I did as she had placed the cross on the mantlepiece and was too frightened to move, as were the others. We left my flat and went straight over to the vicar who said that he was expecting this to happen.
He came straight round to my flat and blessed all the rooms as well as where she lived but one evening when I was about to leave the house where my flat was I saw through the frosted glass front door a male wearing a trilby type hat and what appeared to be a cream raincoat stood on the other side
So I moved slightly away turning my head thinking that he was going to open the door, when I looked back he was no longer there.
Many of you might not believe this but I can tell you now, that neither one of us had any alcohol, they had just come over for a coffee and chat.
I do believe that there is some form of life after death in the spiritual sense, another occasion I experienced was after I had taken my dog to the vets after a stroke and had to have her put down. I was in the bedroom a few days later when something made me look up to the bed and I was absolutely sure I saw the black outline of a dog on the bed and just felt that it was Tara, our Belgium Shepherd. She was 13 years old bless her and I have kept her lead in the bedside table since she was put down!
I could give another account of spiritual events and one of these continues to happen on one of the floors of City Hall where our C.C.T.V. Control Room is located as the building is actually where the Roman Wall is still in place but think I have written enough already. I do, even after experiencing things that I have seen and heard, wonder what will actually happen to me when the time eventually comes.
Regards
Nigel.
I used to be an optimist but with age I am now a grumpy old pessimist.